Author: Apple Nocom

  • When disability bleeds into a pandemic

    [Content warning: discussion of heavy mental illness and the pandemic.] As “the new normal” becomes a buzz phrase, I think about how none of this is new or normal for me.

  • The Isolation Journals: First Line

    Last night I dreamed I went to Manderley again. Though by Manderley, I mean Mahooz: the last neighborhood I lived in before leaving Bahrain.

  • The Isolation Journals: Memory Mixtape

    Day 8 of The Isolation Journals. A mixtape for five different memories.

  • Isolation Journals: Past/Future Me

    Day 7 of The Isolation Journals. Remembering my last journal entry about meeting my inner child, I decided to meet her on purpose in my meditation.

  • The Isolation Journals: Inside Seeing

    Day 6 of The Isolation Journals. Something happened that night that I haven’t experienced since my active reiki days. Something mundanely mystical.

  • The Isolation Journals: Glorious awkwardness

    Day 4 of The Isolation Journals. I’m standing at a food stall on campus when my happy crush, whom I’d only ever liked from afar, picks the same food stall to buy water from.

  • The Isolation Journals: Postcards from home

    Day 3 of The Isolation Journals. Today’s prompt is to write a travel entry from your own home; to explore your place of quarantine like it’s a foreign land.

  • The Isolation Journals: Fine/Not Fine

    Day 2 of The Isolation Journals. Sometimes you want to talk about your sadness like it’s the weather. It’s a damn shame but it is what it is. We don’t have to dwell.